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The second year of my study is already almost over.. A lot of things happened but I have the feeling that I did so little this year.

I wish I'd worked harder.

Then again, I think everyone has the feeling that he/she could've done better.
Every year, the same thing happens; in the beginning I'm extremely motivated and immediately start working on whatever homework I have.
But after a really short while, the feeling of being really motivated starts to go away.. I leave my work until the very few hours before the deadline.
Though for some reason I'm not doing particularly bad at school, it's just that I don't want to rush to finish my work. it's stressing me out.

I know this happens every year, and you may think "Why don't you do anything about it if you know that it's going to happen?"
All I have to say is "I don't know!" I don't know what to do to keep myself motivated. But for some reason I can't work any longer than one or two hours or so, and then I go play games or draw or something. =.=
So, if anyone of you has tips (to become more motivated to make homework), please please tell me :D

I'm really not as desperate as I sound. I'm just curious.

fyi; I didn't manage to write this journal in one go.. llorz

Oh right! While slacking, I found this new awesome game-series; Phoenix Wright/Appolo Justice - Ace Attorney. OMG play it~ I really loved it. It's more of an interactive story, so it's for people who like lots of dialogue in games xD

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Then some happier news ^^ I'm going back to Taiwan this Summer~ :love:
Last year, mom asked me if I wanted to go to Taiwan in the Summer vacation, for a month. (On my own! By myself! :O ) A friend of her (with a bunch of other people, no doubt) is organizing a tour in Taiwan for young people like me~ :D
So after a lot of thinking, I decided to fill in that form and send it! A couple of questions in the form required me taking blood tests, and I'm horribly, terribly, awefully afraid of needles (any kind, though I'm getting used to the needles used for sewing thanks to cosplay :D ...But still.)

So, I had to make an appointment with the doctor. On the day I had to have my blood taken, I was shaking in fear bravely sitting in the chair, sleeves up, and eyes awaaaayyy from the syringe.
I specifically asked her to stab my right arm, because I didn't want my dominant arm to get hurt. Two seconds later the syringe was in, but the nice lady told me that there was no blood coming out and that I should try to relax (I tried, really O.O But I was very nervous.)
Eventually she took the needle out of my arm and said that she should try again on my precious left arm.

O.O "What?"

I couldn't really refuse, I needed to have my blood tested. So I showed her my other arm and it worked! Blood was finally coming out (I didn't see anything though, I was looking at the pretty ceiling.)
One week later, the results came in and everything was normal :D haha, of course.

Some more weeks later, I got a mail that I was accepted into the Taiwan Tour~ :dance: yaayy~

I already spoke to some people on msn and I'll be meeting most of them this Saturday~ so excited :D So far I'm the eldest though =.= most of them just finished high school.
Most of us are leaving one or two weeks earlier to Taiwan, just to chill and get rid of the jetlag, meet friends or family. I will be staying at my godmother's place ^^ it's been a really long time since I've last seen her. I'll have to work on my Mandarin though =.= It's still bad >w<
Also~ I'll be meeting rossel-inni ~! She's also going to Taiwan in the same period :D so I'm also really excited to meeting her ^^
Oh, and when I'm there, I mustn't forget to buy Liese - Milk tea hair color for my lil' sister eevee06121992 :D

Even though I'm sooo looking forward to the vacation, that means that I have to work work work to make all my deadlines for this semester TT_TT

I'm sad and happy at the same time..

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argentum-moon's avatar
Mooie skin voor je journal!
Volgens mij is dat uitstellen een algemeen bekend verschijnsel, iedereen heeft er wel last van. Ik ook, maar dan bedenk ik dat ik wel de beste van de klas wil zijn en ga ik weer harder werken (werkt niet altijd... =.=)
En, woohoo, Taiwan! Supercool :D